Started a new journal. I need a place to say some things that I want to keep from Chris, my boyfriend. So that means that this is going to be a very skewed perspective of our relationship, since all the good stuff I'd love for him to see and will put it on the public blog.

So. We were cuddling after sex. He was confessing some private feelings to me, where I had treated him a bit coldly (I'm cold like Emma). And I had a "little" Freudian slip.

I said, "I'm sorry, Jake." Yeah. As if I were talking -to- Jake.

Chris pauses... "What?"

"I'm sorry about Jake." Fast save.

He just cuddles closer and kisses me. He bought it.

~sighs~